SHE DOES CRACK

It is Sunday, my last day of Thanksgiving vacation.  I am sitting in my loft apartment looking on at the sleeping puppy and kitty and the slight mess that I must straighten.  Nothing to major a task.  The heat is on it is a nice 77 degrees and I am munching on cucumbers and orange [...]

November 29, 2009
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The day before thanksgiving and everyone is going crazy getting ready.  Things have been good.  Yesterday was a very crazy funny day for me.  Instead of being angry at everything that went wrong I dealt with using laughter.  I ordered pies from a charity and drove an hour one way to pick them up and [...]

November 25, 2009
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I am wiped out.  So many little household chores to do today.  Trying to get shit done so I can relax during my 4 day holiday.  Plus my little puppy and cat are quit a demanding two-some . Ok so Today I started therapy up again.  I decided I needed a little assistance with my [...]

November 23, 2009
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God I hate changes in weather.  In particular I had winds….blowing winds that cause my allergies to go haywire. So changes since last time we spoke.  Well I finally did I filed those fucking divorce papers.  I thought those things would kill me.  Filing them was a freeing experience that allowed me take a deep [...]

November 16, 2009
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Hey hey hey it’s back on time.  I am back on.  I have pulled myself up off the ground and got back up on my feet and walking upright.  It started with putting on make up the other day and saying to myself it is time.  I know that it is not always that easy [...]

November 11, 2009
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I have been off.  I have been off now for a bit I think now off and on for about a week.  I am trying to get back on.  I guess I could say I am having an episode.  I don’t know.  I started smoking and quit smoking again.  I always fall back on that [...]

November 9, 2009
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Thought I would do a quick check in before I went to bed.  It is funny I feel bad lately because things have been going so good that I do not feel like I have anything to contribute to those that have things rough.  Right now it seems that good things keep falling in my [...]

November 3, 2009
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