Today is the end of a hard weekend for me. I moved almost of my belonging out of what used to be my home with my wife. She told me this past week via an email nonetheless that she wanted to live a separate life, not just live in a separate place from me. I [...]
8/10/09 – Monday
I do love Mondays. Sometimes the weekends can be hard because they are not always as structured as my workdays. See I Monday through Friday I have to be to work by 7am because my dad won’t let me be a trust fund baby. I asked he said no. Can’t fault me for trying. So [...]
8/3/09 – Twit
I activated twitter. We will see. My hits are not as popular I need to spice things up and get my address out there. Time to pimp and ho. At work gettin ready for an audit. Looking in mirror alot. Like my new hair. Like my new bod. Like my momentary new frame of mind. [...]
7/25/09 – Survivor
Ok I survived it. Yeah you will hear that a lot from your psychiatrist and your therapist. Sometimes you are gonna want to say hey fuck you asshole I am not going to survive this. I am going to kick your ass and then I am going to die. But you shouldn’t and you won’t [...]
7/24/09 -Fuck it is Finally Over
Ok it is close of day folks all over no more punches to dodge. No more cruel and unusual punishment to ward off. I had my first therapy appointment with John today. I like John. John well he tells it like it is. John said well this is gonna hurt real bad, and your gonna [...]
7/23/09 – New Medication
Today was my appointment with my psychiatrist Dr. Mohammad. I told him of my research on the medication front. He listened intently then asked me about what was going on in my life. I told him of the separation from my wife and he asked how me how I had been feeling. I told him [...]
7/23/09 – Thursday
I have an appt today with my psychiatrist. I am going to request that he put me on Topamax to assist with some weight loss. I know that since I seperated from my wife I have not taken care of myself in the physical sense like I should be – i.e exercising and eating properly. [...]
7/22/09 – I made it to night!
Wow today was a fucking emotional roller coaster. Of course the first thing I thought was damn I wish I had a Klonopin! What’s that problem with that LOL – I can’t always take a pill to eradicate my soul from experiencing feelings. As a bipolar bear I am used to such radical, intense, erratic [...]
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