10/29/11 What do you do when you just want to…

What do you do when all you want to do is fucking scream? My life is so different than it was a year ago hell then it was 4 months ago.  Fuck bipolar that shit is easy…..try raising a family that includes a 16 year old and two dogs.  I feel fucking old and tired [...]

7/7/11

So today was a day of awesomeness!!!  My 1 year anniversary with my girlfriend.  Dinner with my aunt and her friend.  Work rained down new potential customers into my lap. This book The Power is really providing me with some kick ass tools.  It is hard though.  I wake up in the morning and my [...]

7/6/11

It has been a while……. My girlfriends daughter came and is getting ready to go again.  She has been here since the end of March.  It has been hard but we are getting through it.  We are sending her back to Indiana for a month to visit with her friends before school starts because she [...]

3/10/11 – Day 2

My total sanity is being tested.  My stability and balance.  And all that goes on in my little head.  I’ve been waiting now for three days to hear back from my doctor on some test results.  She is not in now for three days and didn’t call me like I thought she would.  So now [...]

1/16/11

I’ve been so bad about blogging.  It is really true what they say about depression – it breeds so much passion and ability to be creative and fill the pages. Since I last wrote I have moved to Hollywood.  In fact I moved this weekend.  I am exhausted but so happy I don’t have words [...]

12/17/10

Life is nothing but a rollercoaster ride in which you are sitting in the front seat for….it can be an amazing ride or something that causes you to puke your guts out. You sit there wondering what the fuck and other times thinking it’s the most amazing thing ever. You look to your right and [...]

11/21/2010

Life has become one normal day after another.  I used to wonder what that was like, a normal day…now I know.  Now I know what it is like again.  I’d forgotten what it was to have a succession of normal days.  It’s funny how such a small amount of “bad” time in comparison to your [...]

10/26/10

What an insane month!!!!!! My work purchased another agency so I have been immersed in the assistance of a smooth transition.  I’ve been going into work at 5am, not taking a lunch and not going home until 5pm.  I thought I would be able to go to bed at 8:30 but there are things to [...]

10/2/2010

So yesterday was my 39th birthday.  My girlfriend surprised me by taking the day off and coming up to spend it with me.  It was a day of simple pleasures.  My favorite breakfast place.  My favorite strawberry cookies.  A poem she gave me signed by the author.  A day filled with kisses and hugs and [...]

9/12/10

Today was family day with my girlfriend and her daughter. It was lunch and a movie.  I love family day.  I love my life. Since lowering my dosage of Seroquel from 50 mg to 25 mg I am able to get up with out being so groggy.  It is amazing.  I can pop out of [...]

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