I am back from my work/vacation from Texas. The entire trip went off without a hitch. I did get pills from my doctor for the flight up and back and did take them because why even deal with the anxiety if I do not have too. The pills do not make me feel drugged out [...]
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7/16/10
OMG I am exhausted! I have been getting to work at 6am for the past couple of days because I am going to visit my mother on Monday for the week. I worked till 8:3o tonight. I am beat!!! So life has been crazy. I am dating a crazy person and I like. I am [...]
July 16, 2010
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7/7/10
Things are going great! I have been getting to bed on time. And today!!! I made dinner for myself and not from a fucking box. No not a lean cuisine I tell you! Finally things are falling into place. Very slowly but again I said it would happen that and that way it did it [...]
July 7, 2010
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6/24/10
So Thursday it is Thursday. My friend is off again to Canada to see her girlfriend. I have been working on my next step as I said I would and I have been going to bed earlier. I do need to keep working on it cause it ain’t perfect yet. My brain is still running [...]
June 24, 2010
Categories: Uncategorized . Tags: bipolar, bipolar disorder, bipolar I, bipolar II, death, depression, dying, mania, Manic, manic depressive, sadness, suicide . Author: shedoescrack . Comments: Leave a Comment
6/19/2010
What a beautiful day!!!! I love the weekends! The sun is shining and I the house is clean. I am slowly getting back on track. It takes a while but I can’t complain all good things take time and can be a bit difficult to accomplish. I had tried going from being a total non-drinker [...]
June 19, 2010
Categories: Uncategorized . Tags: bipolar, bipolar disorder, bipolar I, bipolar II, death, depression, dying, mania, Manic, manic depressive, suicide . Author: shedoescrack . Comments: Leave a Comment
6/6/2010 – Back on Track
Being sick for so long has thrown me off schedule. It’s one of my biggest issues getting off track and then trying to get back on track. It’s the one thing that I hate the most. I’m watching a tv show right now where there is a girl with bipolar disorder. She stopped taking her [...]
June 6, 2010
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5/27/10
3 weeks and I am still sick but I think I am finally seeing this thing to the end! Ok so it has been hard to post because I’ve been sick and my internet has been down at my Thousand Oaks house (and my cable too). So what’s been going on: life has been good. [...]
May 27, 2010
Categories: Uncategorized . Tags: bipolar, bipolar disorder, bipolar I, bipolar II, death, depression, dying, mania, Manic, manic depressive, sadness, sober, suicide . Author: shedoescrack . Comments: Leave a Comment
5/20/10 – OMG
OK I have been sick for over 7 days. It started as a cold and I believe it has developed into a sinus and ear infection. I am giving it through the weekend because my friend gave me antibiotics from CANADA and if they don’t work I am on my way to the doctor. I [...]
May 27, 2010
Categories: bipolar, bipolar disorder, depression, manic depressive . Tags: bipolar, bipolar disorder, bipolar I, bipolar II, death, depression, dying, mania, Manic, manic depressive, sadness, suicide . Author: shedoescrack . Comments: Leave a Comment
5/12/10
I’m your biggest fan I will follow you until you love me….Paparrazi So things have been great as far as the bipolar is concerned. Things are going great medications are working. I am working life is great. My insecurities have been flaring up a bit the past week. This has nothing to do with being [...]
May 12, 2010
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5/6/10
Mistakes are painful but they are the only way to know who you are……… Wow I’ve made my share of mistakes. There are some mistakes that I blame myself for that I really should not blame myself for. I blamed myself for my disorder and for getting sick but that is not fair I didn’t [...]
May 6, 2010
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